Saturday, January 17, 2009

RANDOM

The most random thing ever!!!

The world is mine,
and i'm taking control,
you know, i show, lets go,
HEY!!!
Lets not start a war today!
Hearts are broken, 
people are hurt,
they'll all blame it on me,
why did i do it?
I don't know why,
i just wanted control in my life,
yea, i told you all i wanted, 
It's all from my dreams, 
Just for myself, 
But now i realized
Others are just terrified,
and just to talk to me, 
you've gotta really see,
the better side of everything.
in you and me
tonight.
I hope that was just a dream.

As i said, RANDOM!!!
=]

What's true? (it's really bad...)

Smart.
Emo.
Thats what i'm called.
But is it TRUE?
How am i to know, 
when i have no friends here, 
no luck, no love, just pain and loneliness
silence.
thats what i hear
Darkness.
Thats what i see
Distance between us,
That i know
i talk to no one but me, how do i know what i am, 
without a true,
lived life?

SO MANY CHOICES...

SO MANY CHOICES (i was bored, so my friend gave me a topic to write a poem on...)

You're gone
you left me
alone
in the dark
dead spirit
Shall i cut?
Shall i cry?
shall i stay, sulk, or die?
If you were here,
you could help,
but now you're gone
i have to chose,
such a hard choice,
i chose all,
and you will bury me,
with a single red rose,
for the one loved,
but lost
forever.
i say goodbye.
unless you rescue me.
please

(i was bored, so my friend gave me a topic to write a poem on... and she gave me "breaking up with a loved boyfriend", or rather "him leaving you for another, prettier girl". i know it's terrible, but oh well.
i'm fine, i'm actually happy today! so don't worry about me)

well, i wrote this as a song, but it makes a good poem too, don't u think?

well, i wrote this as a song, but it makes a good poem too, don't u think?

i know myself,
But do you know you,
My eyes r closed, 
but my heart is open,
i see ur face, 
but u aren't really there,
u know its true,
as long as i'm with u,

I knew myself,
'till u came around
now i'm lost in space,
not knowin' where to go

i saw your shadow,
but u didn't see mine,
your heart is true, 
but not from my point of view,

you want me to be free,
But i'm stuck here with you
Someone please help me

SMILES HURT

Smile
Frown 
Upside down
Which hurts worse, 
When you are mad
At the one you love the most?
when they frown, you feel glad,
When they smile, You feel sad,
You want others to feel the same
Same way you do
At any time you're mad